But She's Shakin' Like A Revolution

SO that whole update thing, It didn't happen. Turns out I am strait awful at this whole updating thing. I'm no Emi, who is in Russia, lucky. I want to actually LIVE in a foreign country. That will be the day. A very soon day. I'm moving to Edinburgh, at least there, Once I graduate college. Then living in s. korea for a year to teach english. Anyone who can offer help on good living areas, or places to work while I live there, since school will be soo expensive!
Oh, grad school: MBA, I've decided, and I'm very happy about it, and I have Scotland to thank!

So I wasn't expecting it, but it's extremely difficult to find internet on this island. The places we have been staying have had no internet in the rooms. So it's either a walk down the block on a day when I could actually breath (which were few and far between) or just not get online. It happens.
But this is been quite an exciting experience. I only wish I had been keeping a journal every day of what happens because it's all just one crazy happening after another. Like getting accosted by gypsies in Paris, or butt naked men in Loch Ness hostels.
or the moments when words escaped me, such as seeing Big ben for the first time, coming out of the westminster tube exit and looking up to a symbol of London. Or understanding the enormity of a battle lost in Scotland.
But I still have three papers to write for my london history class, don't even get me started on that nonsense... Then a book review of t.m. Devine's the scottish nation...look it up... yea, about that.I wish I were a better journal-er. Life would be much easier...

So I just remember my password for the first time in ages! yay me! but Giese! dude, I didn't know you had even found me on here! haha!!
Yay!
Back to journaling.
Since I'm going to be going to the UK soon, wednesday, I thought I should keep this up to date.
I also put up new icons, yes, I am nerdtastic

Right now I'm in Library Science. I like this class. I ;ove to reseacrh, and that is ALL we do in here. See icon.

anyway, I'm very hungry, and I want to see what Alex Potts is all about...maybe I should ask him to coffee...yes

Band Name: Kirby Higbe
Album Title: Road Runner Express
12 Tracks:
1. Tuck Stainback
2. Mark Gemini Thwaite
3. Paladin
4. Kadhimiya
5. 2004 Italian Grand Prix
6. The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill
7. Lewistown
8. I’m Gonna SCREAM+
9. Scurtele River
10. Vila
11. 193rd Infantry Brigade
12. Aniconisim in Christianity

1. Go to www.flickr.com
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer.


1. What is your first name?


2. What is your favorite food?


3. What school did you go to?


4. What is your favorite color?


5. Who is your celebrity crush?

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AND

AND

AND

Yea, that should be it...

6. Who is your favorite Disney Princess?


7. Favorite drink?


8. Dream Vacation?

AND


9. Favorite Dessert?


10. What do you want to be when you grow up?


11. What do you love most in life?

It's supposed to be love. In case you can't make out the heart

12. One word to describe you?


13. What do you dream about?

697 words....wow, I suck at life.  I should have over 3,000 words right now....But I only have 697....Kill me please. 
I just...am not inspired at all.  Maybe this isn't for me.  I mean, I can never keep to one thing, and I know everything I write is so...taciturn and boring compared to even middle schoolers writing an english paper.  I mean, It doesn't matter how inspired I may be to write something.  It just...doesn't formulate. I don't know why.
Take this thunder storm for intense.  Quite inspiring.  I even opened a new word document.  But as I stared at the blank page you know what I got?
I'll tell you what I got:
"The thunder was incredibly fierce this evening."
wow......how invigorating....not
I mean, if only what I wrote was more like my blog entries, or papers even!  I wouldn't be filled with self-loathing.  But no...Life doesn't work that way.  You see, I must think I have talent...then go about falling in love with something, before realizing my unborn, and still UNCONCEIVED child could write better prose than me.  And that is not a joke.  I have seen better writing when I read fan fictions about harry potter in middle school!  THAT IS NOT A LIE!  Not even a modest, wow I'm pissed at my writing right now lie!  that is the honest to god truth!
I'm just....too pissed to do anything right now.  I don't even think I could go to bed...
SHIT!  I forgot my knitting at school!!! NOOOO!! AND MY SUDOKU GAME!!111111111 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
well fuck me.
And on a plus side, I have a crawfish boil tomorrow.  My big sis in the sorority's engagement party.  How exciting!!!  Can't wait!  Because by than I will have dispensed my anger and not hate my self so much.  Which is always good. 

I can not write when I am cold, 
so I bought this self heating coffee thing.....It is INGENIOUS!  and extreamley yummy!  I also bought bubble bath today and slept close to 20 hours (not really) I did however, sleep through my classes on accident.  So becasue I spent all day doing other things, I have now until I pass out to write the remaining words for today....I don't think it will be done TODAY, more like: done before I go to sleep early tommorow morning.  Which so totally counts!
I'm also very very very tired, and doing everything I can to avoid writing...I even studied math!
I thin I'm ganna take a bubble bath and write in the tub....that sounds nice and relaxing...now the question in:
sandlewood amber OR relax and destress?

Today is the first day of my writing month!  whoohoo!  Last night I made notes....and for all of my fans out there:

"How was she to survive the next two years of her life when she couldn’t even survive the introductions being flung at her?"

Yay! 

And this is what I'm going to look like over the next month.  Typing and drinking frenzied gulps of hot coffee.  Hazelnut style.
I have the intro paragraph done-ish.  And I've been brainstorming all day and have a good idea of what I want to do with the story.  Lets see if it pans out!

So I'm going to be writing a 50,000 word book in a month. Wish me luck. I'm going to be using this journal to keep ya'll up to date with my progress! I'll post pictures and snippets and other fun things that will most likely be me trying to procrastinate. But either way, keep me motivated friends!

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So I have a few new obsessions.  One of which is FINDING MY OLD PASSWORDS!!!  So I can finally update on here.  (my old computer had the password memorized so I wouldn't have to.  SO I didn't remember it...sorry.) 
Another of which is collecting penguin books Great Ideas, a collection of the most influential essays in history.  They are quite fascinating.  They have the Social Contract by Rousseau (the book the sparked the french revolution)  Hazlitt's On the Pleasure of Hating.  I mean, these little books are AMAZING!!!! These are all of the essays that one should read throughout their lifetime. 
I'm also looking up all the information I can find on the following:

• Chernobyl
• Marie Antoinette
• The Romanovs
• Genetic Memory
• The Feticide in Male dominate cultures
• and a bunch of other things

If you come across some VERY AWESOME INFORMATIVE articles or websites or anything like that about the above, I will bake you some cookies or something....I don't know, I'll think of something.  I just like having the information and all.

Also, I now have a major: Cultural Resource Management.
I'M GOING TO WORK IN A Museum!!! YAY!  That is my dream!!!
I also am making a wedding binder.  All of my sisters are in love with it and always ask how its coming along. I think I want to become a wedding planner...Like JLO, only with a smaller booty.
Oh, and I'm minoring in creative writing, even though my adviser is an idiot and thinks its a bad idea...moron.
I really need to go to bed though...YIKES!! It's almost one. 
I'm going to update my writing of the Silver Crescent, as it is tentatively called right now, than go to bed.  I should start typing that up soon....see how long its coming to be.  I have six pages so far, handwritten...but still. Right, GOODNIGHT!!!
Lots of Love

Right so, i'm in college.and am reading the Iliad for the first time, and yea....I'm going to get on that

a fare few awsome things have happened in the last week. 
First: I got a new computer!  WHOOH HOO!!!!! It's a new sony vaio, and it's blue, and its amazing!
second: I got my new text books for next year!  yay! there so fun! god i'm a loser...
third: AWESOME TAN!
fourth: ECLIPSE CAME OUT AND I FINALLY GOT MY COPY!!!!!!
fifth: I preordered my copy of Libba Bray's new novel the sweet far thing (WHOOOOOO) and also stephenie meyer's new novel that comes oput next year in may, the host, which has nothing to do with twilight...so yay.
sixth: I watched the shoebox project trailer which has a clip from OotP that wasn't EVER seen i'm pretty sure, because i would have seen it, because it involves james potter and snape and the tunnel to the shreking shack.  and that makes me excited because i wanna know where it came from...


EDIT: the missing scene that I though was in the shoebox trailer, is actually something a bunch of people made themselves.  It's actually really good, it just looked like the guy that plays james potter. 

Seriously though...does anyone even read this.  Any of my friends or anything? I mean, am I just a burdan on your friend's page.  Like do you go: "oh shit, here she goes again...updating about stuff we don't care about" because I think thats what happens. I just want to know people care....and apparently...no one does....

So, I'm going to be vlogging my freshamn year at soueastern louisiana university with my friend emily, who will be vlogging back about her freshman year at regis college (or is it university) and also with angelina, my russian friend who will be vlogging her junior year at my high shcool alma mater. can I just tell you how utterly excited I am about this?  anser: VERY MUCHLY EXCITED!!!  
SO excited that I've written a few pages in a new story that i am inspired to write.  Its a YA supernatural book so far....and it rocks my socks beasue there is a character called

Winter Tasarla Montgomery 

and she is going to be awsome~!
and i'm kinda really excited about it becasue this is the first time I actually have a semblance of what I'm going to do with the characters.  Not that I didn't fpr corrine and philip, of whom I still need to wok on, but I strait up like this one better...

ALSO::::::
TWILIGHT'S THIRD SEQUAL!!!!  ECLIPSE will be coming out in 6 days and 22 hours!!!!!!!!  I'M SO EXCITED>>>>I CAN'T CONTAIN MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just read my journal entry from that day, and all i have to say is:
a. who the hel called me Mar-Mar?
b. who the hell is Becca....did they call me Mar-Mar?

So, SInce reading all of the spoilers out there...and the final chapter of harry potter an the deathy hallows I woul like to now share my favorite Ships, in order of how long I've been on said ship:

I love the new availibility that deathly hallows opened for shippers.......and theres, actually, not any spoilers in that statement...

I have decided that this icon will be my writing icon...becasue neville inspires me...

This is the first chapter of my extreamly sucky, semester long attempt at writing long fiction....its about 21 pages long.......thats not good enough for a chapter, but I was sick of looking at it....I won't lie.  Anyway, I think that below the suck, is a good piece of fiction, not to brag, if only one could dig thorugh the many layers of suck to find it....

I would also like to point out that I have a document called Chem Chart right under the file this was saved as and that upon opening it, I had no idea what it was from, even though I knew the may have taken a test on it.

also, does anyone know how to do the quote box thing on here? becasue I sure as hell don't, and would really like to kow how to do that because it looks like it would be cool